Abby Irons has it all together.She has a life everyone envies. She’s the front man for the band Thirty Ought Six and co-owns Ironsound Records with her twin brother Alex. A girl with the world at her feet so young must be happy.
Except everything is tainted by a past that won't stop coming up. A present that is falling apart everywhere but onstage, and a future that shes not so sure about.
Deceased parents, a sick brother, a six year old niece with no mother and a band and business to keep going when everything is falling apart.
When her lead guitarist Derek admits himself into rehab for a drug problem will his replacement cause more problems than he fixes?
Jameson Williams lost the love of his life because of an addict father. Now he won't keep a woman around for more than a night and hasn't had much of a life since he got out of the Marines. His older brother pushes him to audition for a temporary guitar position for a major band and make something out of himself. When he gets it hes more than excited...Until he reaches the tour bus and meets the band.
Will his past bite him and ruin any chance of a future?
Money,fame,love and life are all up in the air.
She was like water after a drought or like a fix to a junkie - Jameson
I seriously couldn't put this book down once I started reading it! I can't believe that this is the authors first book! It is great from beginning to end! It is about loving and losing, abuse and heart ache, triumph and success, and second chances and fate finding a way.
When Jameson was a senior he had to choose between the girl he loved and the life of his mother. It was the hardest thing for him to do but he had to protect his mother from his monster of a father, so he did the only thing he could he left Abby to save his mom.
Abby broke when Jameson left without a word. He just disappeared. So she coped the only way she could. She got into fights, drank too much and hooked up with random guys. She was a mess and she hooked up with the wrong guy. A guy that beat her. A guy that raped her. Until her brother Alex saved her from her nightmare.
Nine years have passed when Jameson & Abby's paths cross again and the attraction is instant. He knew who she was the second he looked into her eyes but he had changed so much that it took her longer to realize why his eyes gave her so much comfort. One song together and their lives will never be the same again. Their lyric tell a story and sing the words that they are too afraid to say.
I couldn’t pull my eyes away from her as I sang. Reaching up to wipe away a tear that escaped her eye, she’s everything to me. I can’t even begin to imagine my life without her anymore. Again. I think I would die because last time it damn near killed me. - Jameson
"... the last time nearly killed me. This time it probably would. I can’t keep myself from loving you. I don’t want to but... God I don’t know... It’s like, when you’re around, I have a hard time figuring shit out. I want you, but I don’t want to be hurt and it’s easier just to push you away than to be broken again.” - Abby
Just when everything is falling into place - the bottom falls out! OMG I didn't see that coming!
I smiled, swooned, laughed and cried reading this book. I was hooked from the start! I can't wait to read Tuesday's story - hurry up and write Freeing Tuesday Katheryn Kiden!!
Amazing 5 booming stars from me! I laughed, I sobbed, I wanted to scream at parts but damn it was so worth it! Words can not describe how much I felt from this book... So the title totally describes how I feel right now trying to write this review! But to not tell everyone about how great this was would not be right!! This a new author and u wouldn't be able to tell that from her writing style at all she is simply amazing and I can't wait for more from her!
So let's get to the story.... You have Abby and I loved her from the beginning of the book to the very end! She is a broken girl and finds her way through her band -yes total rock star girl!!-- I don't want to give to much away about this story because I want everyone to read it and feel what I felt without being told what to expect!! --- She deals with her brokenness in sexual ways also but she is determined to live her life the way she wants to and never fall in love again!!
Then you have Jameson!!! OMG hotttttt!!! One of my newest BBFs!!! He is the new guy on the scene of Abby's band -- so she thinks-- wink wink!! There is a huge twist with Abby and Jameson that we find out right away but Abby is clueless!! I wanted to devour Jameson more than once... And the guy was broken to pieces too and he is determined to put his pieces and Abby's pieces back together... Ur seriously gonna fall in love with him and he is very lickable!!! The chemistry between the 2 of them is crazy hot! And there is some hot steamy sexy scenes!!! Like change ur panties hot!
The side characters in this book were so amazing as well it's hard to not want more from them too!! This story is also very heart wrenching at parts and I sobbed for a long time and had to wipe my kindle of tears!! Emotions brought out of me in a book lets me know I felt the whole thing the whole time I was reading it like I could be one of the characters!! And the Epilogue!! Ahhhhh it's not ur typical epilogue but god it was so good!! Katheryn my gawd thank u for letting me join this journey of urs way sooner than most!! Ur gonna Rock the author world like ur book rocked mine!!!