“Ugh!” I shout and pull the while cover over my face. “I’m sorry you had to come here to check on stupid me.” “Come on Zar, don’t hide from me. If I didn’t want to be here I wouldn’t be. Don’t push me away again. I thought we were in this together, you told me you would try. Don’t give up on me.”
I can feel his hand above the cover as he pulls it down to see me. He has a good point. I doubt anyone forced him to be here and the way it looks he’s here alone.
“I’m sorry for doubting you Loudon. There’s so much about me that you don’t know. This is just a big part of a million piece jumbo puzzle that is my messed up life. I wouldn’t fault you if you ran from me right now. I don’t want to pull you down with me. It’s a dark pit and sometimes I don’t know how I’ll ever get out.”
Zar is that girl that I just described. She was happy and one day and a turn of events find her lonely and in her own world. She quickly becomes the outcast and feels like she is falling under. Her panic attacks are becoming more frequent and even though she is the top student in her class, she is just an outsider. Until one chance meeting she has with the most popular guy at the neighboring high school. Loundon meets Zar in passing but for days both are consumed of thoughts of the other person. As luck would have it, they are thrown together at a family function and quickly form a bond. When Loundon is around, Zar is able to feel like her old self. She feels like she can breath. They are so different but both feel so comfortable around each other. At the big high school game, Zar's secret of being the outcast is thrown out for all to see. Its heartbreaking and something many girls can identify with.
Will Loundon be the one to pull Zar out of the darkness and bring her back to the life she once knew or will Zar have that self doubt of if she is deserves to be happy. When Zar's secret is exposed to her family is she able to work through it? You will need to read to find out. Its a wonderful story of self discovery and again touches on some very serious issues. Everyone can learn from Zar's journey.
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